ok im so freaakkkking tired.
even thou i DIDNT watch the match last nite.
(but still slept at 2+ cos was too pissed and hafta watch movie to redirect the anger)
why?
because at 11++ dad came in and said:
"eh sorry la. dont watch alrdy. tml needa wake up early"
"why? i oso needa wake up early wad"
"i needa fetch bro to sch, so needa slp"
like totally.. ARGHHH.
so freaking pissed la.
and was damn ARGHHH when clift's reply to my 'wad score' sms was:
"1-1. jus only.."zzzzzzzzzzz

and the first ting i heard tis morning when i stepped into can 1 was:
"eh last nite the match, gerard blah blah"
ARHHHHH!!!!
amd morning dad still say, in the end i last nite 2+ then slp.
like ... zzz ok.

but then again, thinking baq,
like quite dumb. like angry for wad?
and hes not in a very good mood. and im still pondering abt my finances.
and deciding if i shld go work.

mayb partly becos of today's haagen-turn-dinner-turn-shopping-dinner-haagen trip (aka simple-hollandv trip-turn-vivo) with bel, after driving.
and now my acc is P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C.
see alrdy oso feel like crying.

and driving.
man, damn demoralised.
dear instructor say unless i dare to look far, i shall nv improve.
:((